March 25, 2009

I am happy! ^^

I am happy …

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okay stop doubting about my happiness.. I am OKAY! really OKay!

Everything is back to normal.. I’ m revived..

once there was an angel. i never thought she was. until today. can i be more obvious.

i was in my utmost depress. i saw no hope from every perspectives. i tried. i couldn’t. i’m lost. i saw cares . i felt secured. but i couldn’t help from thinking about my failure

i felt i am not who i am. i thought i always was. i lied to myself. i was ashamed of myself. not because of anything. but the trust that was given, by someone i have true faith in. i saw success. everywhere. but they’re not belong to me. not a portion of me. i lost my trust to myself. the promise i kept.

slowly i recovered. with your caring. you know who i meant. my friends.

a short message of wish, hoping for a hug from the angel.the next day, that’s today, i saw miracles happened. i am no longer alone.

did i cried? no. i’m too happy to cry. yes. i did cried.

she is always with me. she always do.

i am not alone.

thank you. i love you

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