a short one

i see things differently
i learn from many
i realise nothing is absolute
i start to accept and appreciate
i lost my inspiration the moment Zhung Lun came...

to be continued...

focus.

i hope i never call back
i hope i never answer
i hope i never check my phone

i hope i am okay

i'll be okay~
focus on wat i should
not i-know-who

哈姆雷特。。不要害怕

 

Pending..

Pending..

Lots of stuff pending in my work list..

but at least i had my ENG4U hamlet freeze frame presentation done..

credits for Everyone … Thanks a lot..

I shall keep Hamlet’s copies as my memory.. originally cited from System.start.crap(); thanks again.

my mind is blank recently.. so empty that i say none.. speak none.. unable to make any sense to what i write.

sobs. screwed up lots this semester.. and i shall not mention.. unleash me…

 

and i shall be back to normal …

 

i like thee?

 

 

can i adore thee less..

speak no more shakespeare, newton and huygen…

speak thy heart

nice song~

你不是真正的快乐：
作词：五月天 作曲：五月天

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著
你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著

Earth hour!

put yourself in darkness is fun. but not with ghost stories... sweat~

I am happy! ^^

I am happy …

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okay stop doubting about my happiness.. I am OKAY! really OKay!

Everything is back to normal.. I’ m revived..

once there was an angel. i never thought she was. until today. can i be more obvious.

i was in my utmost depress. i saw no hope from every perspectives. i tried. i couldn’t. i’m lost. i saw cares . i felt secured. but i couldn’t help from thinking about my failure

i felt i am not who i am. i thought i always was. i lied to myself. i was ashamed of myself. not because of anything. but the trust that was given, by someone i have true faith in. i saw success. everywhere. but they’re not belong to me. not a portion of me. i lost my trust to myself. the promise i kept.

slowly i recovered. with your caring. you know who i meant. my friends.

a short message of wish, hoping for a hug from the angel.the next day, that’s today, i saw miracles happened. i am no longer alone.

did i cried? no. i’m too happy to cry. yes. i did cried.

she is always with me. she always do.

i am not alone.

thank you. i love you

Yeah！Happy day

I am OKAY!
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天
灰吗？
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讨厌
变得很脆弱的时候
戴着的面具手拿累了
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可以放下。。在没有人的时候。。
一通电话
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是关心的话。还是责备。
是脆弱
经不起浪花
挨不到考验
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你！
还是人吗？
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可以的。
可以的。
再来！
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眼眶
刺热
开了花洒
任它洒下
打在脸上
可以伪装眼角温热的水
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多好
一个人的时候
自己对话
看到的是陌生的人
说的是鬼话
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原来
一个人走路可以很快
孤单吗
还是两袖清风。
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你们不是灰的
我？

Restart!

 

today is not a good day..

unlucky things happens…

you might say it is not a big deal.. but.. can you imagine you start your day like this.. 

first I lost one of my unit’s door key.. next.. I found that I lost my wardrobe key.. luckily there’s some spare clothes brought from home.. Emm … There is a famous saying sounds like ‘god lock me in a house, but he does open another door for me..’

Maybe it is true..

ok fine.i know there’s only two cases.. you might say , “so what..” , but i don’t like it ..

Anyway… I should think like this…

I have a bad day today… [i should say yesterday.. now’s 25 minutes pass 12], then I shall have a good day tomorrow..

oh.. really? who knows..

pray for me then! let my IELTS pass! WILL YOU?

yeah.. by the way. my phone is revive… is this a good sign.. tomorrow you’ll see..

I am exhausted~

I don’t want to study anymore!  No more homework please!

Haizz.. But i know I have to study hard… I need to finish my “P&P” essay!! and physics.. and CPT second novel…

Sometime.. really wanna hide myself a side… away from all these stuff… sobss…

last (maybe?) good luck post for IELTS

IELTS results will be out in few hours i guess..
Though cannot get it by today
Have to pray for it ......

guess what's the time now..
tata. 4.46am
first time stay till this late without nap and red bull
LOL

Argh.. looking for quotes is difficult la!

*enchantment*
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score 6.5 for all sections in IELTS....
dkfujienvajkdjvfiakvjahdfpowefjdvhaf
*good luck*
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lag behind!!!

I am lag behind!!!
my god~

haizz..

had a nightmare yesterday (this morning)...
I failed my IELTS..
A superb scary one..
I got 6.5, 5.5, 5.0, and ??
if I din remember wrongly..

aizz..
sobs..
IELTS results will be out tomorrow!!
and I'll be getting it monday.. I pray.. I pray.. I pray..
Please.. I hope I can save my RM500++

Gotta rush for left behind holidays' work!!
May I say it again:

Good Luck* to me..... (and you too of coz)