wats my future

to b honest..
i 'm not ready 4 tis sudden changes
my next destiny to kedah for matriculation..
its a bit abrupt 4 me.. coz i have put f6 as my future b4 tis..
i didnt even expect everything to end up so fast.
da results of appealing matrix is out..
da tarikh daftar is so so near..
all tis goes so fast n unknowingly
i hav to reset my mindset on going f6 ..
for me.. tis is da pros n cons of my decision..
lets hav a summary:
pros:
-get matriculation = get a place in U 99% = get da course i wan = be a doctor
-more secure n stable future-can meet old frens there (in kedah)
-can get to noe new frens/ bumiputera.. etc-learn to b independent-save money (no tuition)
-mom hav no worries (4 my future)
-get new shoes, clothes, ... (wakaka )

cons:
-cant learn much compared to f6
-suffer later in U after graduation
-didnt hav da chance to start exactly a f6 class (wish to study in a competative environment *sam tet)
-didnt hav da chance to start a f6 tuition class (wif my frens after schol)
-cant meet sum frens going 4 f6 (i'll miss them..)
-siblings may use or take my things when i'm not there (i'm quite sure they will)
-increasing talktime bill (mobile phone)
-cant on9 frequently (sobs..)

to conclude.. my future is more important than everything
so i go for matriculation~~
~~~the end~~~